Isaiah 58:6-9
6 "Is not this the kind of fasting I have chosen:
to loose the chains of injustice
and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
and break every yoke?
to loose the chains of injustice
and untie the cords of the yoke,
to set the oppressed free
and break every yoke?
7 Is it not to share your food with the hungry
and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe him,
and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
and to provide the poor wanderer with shelter—
when you see the naked, to clothe him,
and not to turn away from your own flesh and blood?
8 Then your light will break forth like the dawn,
and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness [a] will go before you,
and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.
and your healing will quickly appear;
then your righteousness [a] will go before you,
and the glory of the LORD will be your rear guard.
9 Then you will call, and the LORD will answer;
you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.
"If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
with the pointing finger and malicious talk
you will cry for help, and he will say: Here am I.
"If you do away with the yoke of oppression,
with the pointing finger and malicious talk
God spoke to me and basically told me, "its not food you must fast for Me...break your yokes child, break the walls you still hold between you and I...truly seek Me, truly walk towards Me and I will protect you, you wont have to watch your back, I have you...just walk towards Me"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CoxopsRSfdU
So, I am walking towards Him, breaking the ties that bind my heart and weigh me down from walking forward...I am allowing Him to break me, only He can fix me, only He knows the puzzle and its end result...I am trusting in Him only, seeking Him only...fasting food was difficult, I did honestly struggle but, this fast that I am facing scares me and I see my battle before me, it is not going to be pretty by any means but the reward shall be more than GREAT!!!